Spirit

When I was at my age of 4-5, I always dream of spirit (Or in the other word, called "Ghost"). Till then my nightmares have never stopped.

There were times I failed to differentiate the real and the dream. Sometimes, it seems so real but sometimes not.

I remembered when I was still a small kid, there was a night I slept alone early. My sisters and parents were not in the room. I saw a "lady" in deep blue shirt was waving at me, outside the windows, right next to the bed. Her face looked pale and the hair was long and straight but a little messy. I was too young and did not realise anything went wrong. Instead, I still smile at her and continue to sleep without bothering her. But until now, I can still clearly remember how her face structure and the way she called me to "come".

Till then after that night, I saw "her" occasionally at night, till the day I followed my family moved to our new house when I was 7.

Well, the story is not ended yet.

After moved into the new house, something strange happened again but not that "lady". She disappeared and I did not see her anymore.

After moving to new house, I had a habit to take a few hours nap in the afternoon. At night, I used to sleep alone. Sometimes, I felt difficult to move or to get up from sleep while my mind was actually still awake. People told me that was due to some sort of "dirty" things pressing on me or was on top of me. At the begining, I feel scared and I told my mum. But, I was told that was actually caused by my poor health.

Later a few times, I saw 2 fingers covering on my face. It happened in an afternoon when I was taking a nap. That time I was trying to wake up but as usual I can't! I tried hardly to open my eyes, and I was screaming deep inside my mind when I saw the 2 fingers! Not only this, when I was struggling and trying to get up, I heard a voice asking me "what are u doing! (In cantonese)". At that moment, I still able to hear the tv sounds playing outside the living room(I was in my room). At last, I managed to get out of it and ran to the living room. I was shocked when my sisters were watching the same tv shows I heard when I was strugglingg from "them".

And another time after a few months, I was resting in the living room. I saw "a women" with "her child" in the mirror reflection (My old house got a big cupboard with mirrors, I was lying in the living room and facing the mirror). The women was talking to the kid and asked him don't disturb me.

But I did not tell my mum or my sisters anymore. I know they will not believe in me. Well, may be I have seen and heard so many times, I got a little bit of "used to it". OMG, I really do not want to.

Time flies and I did not experience much after I stay in KL.

I think the last 3 times was 2 years ago.

The 1st time was a family trip to Genting. We rented an apartment at Ria. I still remember that night I was the only adult to stay in the apartment to take care of 3 kids. The rest went up the hill for gambling and supper. After the kids slept, I also went to bed. I can't sleep the entire night and kept my eyes closed tight because I heard something kept walking around in between the living room and bathroom. The next day I told my sister that I will never wanted to be alone to take care of her kids anymore. And I also do not want to go back Ria anymore.

The 2nd time I saw a young "man" inside Mid Valley lift. We took the carpark lift at 3rd floor and I saw 2 girls and 2 guys. At 4rd floor, one of the guy went out with another 2 girls. I turned back and I saw another guy was still standing behind me. He was just a normal looking guy with black hair and white shirt. At the last floor(5th floor), me and my friends went out the lift but the guy still did not come out after a long time. I asked my friends why that guy did not come out cause we had reached the highest floor. But my friends they all did not aware of his existence until I asked 3 of my friends, all with the same answer that there was no one else in the lift except us. *faint*

The latest was a shadow running fast across the garbage room. But the room was very small, it is impossible for a person to run inside the room!

Well, I told few of my friends about my "experiences". Some of them said they have never seen, or, some of them said they have only heard stories from friends.

I am telling this not for scaring you or anyone. It's purely to keep something written before I forget. Some of you may not believe, and some may give me a nod.

"When you believe, it does exist. When you do not believe, it does not exist."