Diary

I have this habit of writting diary since I was still in my secondary school.

This dairy was bought when I was shifted to KL in year 1996 (or 1997?)

But nowadays, I rarely have time to write a diary "with pen" for a long time since I have started blogging online.

Reading again on what I wrote in the dairy, it made me remember of my old days. There were sweet and bitter carried along the journey. I am not sure if it was due to the aging concern, I hardly recall some of the details I wrote in the dairy but it did happen in my old time.

I like to write when I feel depressed or down. May be in the other way, is to release my depression and also for self-motivation.

Therefore, I was grieved when I read through the diary last night. All the life stories written were filled with tears and sorrow. Anyhow, I think this is good. As least I know I have been doing it well to walked through the hard time and I am still alive now.

I took up a pen and wrote a short diary last night. A page with words and another page I drew a picture.

No doubt that life is difficult and I am trying to do it well. Just sometimes, even you are trying to be good, the good way doesn't always come to you.

"Life is like a boucing ball, it bounces up and down. Catch tight when it falls, and look up when it bounces. When you are at the bottom, it also is the time it will bounce back to the air. When you are at the top, be prepared when it could be falling anytime."

Am I at the bottom of my life yet? Because I am looking forward a rebounce. Hmm...