Saturday, September 27, 2008

Majolica Majorca

Majolica Majorca is now selling in Watson!

This is a great news for those who are fancy into this brand. We do not have to buy it online or from overseas. However, the variety are not really that much.

I like Majolica Majorca, especially their volume mascara and creamy cheek colour(this one i bought it online). Few years back, I was attracted by the Chinese name of this brand, which is 恋爱魔镜 (Love magic mirror). Besides, the packaging of this product also is one of the reasons that I like it. Just like I like the packaging of Anna Sui cosmetic. (^_^)


For a superb quality at a reasonable pricing, it is worth of trying out.

The legend of MAJOLICA MAJORCA

Once upon a time there lived a bird.
She was small, and insignificant, and had neither
Beautiful feathers nor shining tail.
But her heart was innocent and true.

The bird loved beautiful things,
And she always wished she could become beautiful, too.
Each day she searched and searched for feathers that were
Beautiful or unusual, and adorned her body with them.

Before she knew it,
The bird had become strangely attractive and unlike any other.
Her beauty was totally unique, fascinating and captivating.

The goddess of beauty had watched all this,
and she felt admiration for the bird’s courage and creativity.
The goddess chanted a spell: “MAJOLICA MAJORCA!”
Then a wonderful thing happened!
The feathers adorning the bird’s body all became real,
and a tiny crown appeared atop the bird’s head.

The bird had become the goddess’ chosen princess,
an evangelist of beauty. “Now, said the goddess to the bird,
“Go forward into the world and make all the girls beautiful.”



Monday, September 22, 2008

一朵不起眼的小花



微风迎面而来
炎热的阳光照耀着

若微风不再回来
请把花的心事一起带走吧!

若阳光不是无情
请把花儿脸上的泪水蒸发吧!

晴天不常有
花无白日红
明了世事难测
哪天暴风雨降临
或许再也看不见阳光

它默默许下心愿
期盼
在深夜还未来临
迷雾朦胧之前
人们仍可清晰看见
它的每一个微笑
还有一个未被遗忘的梦
来自一朵不起眼的小花

迷你杰西卡


这是我手上唯一拥有的小时候相片,在婆婆家拍的。记得妈妈说,我还是baby的时候,得了病,所以瘦瘦小小只的。

其实还有另外两张,一张已经快腐蚀了一半,另外一张是刚学走路时,哥哥牵着我的小手一起拍的。这些相片都留在老家让妈妈保管着。

好希望可以趁下一次回家乡时,把所有的相片搬回来KL,一次过scan进电脑。好让我可以好好保留。

我在想,一直以来所写的部落格,会不会有期限的呢?这些blog可以保留到什么时候?可以等到我满头白发的时候,还可以让我的子孙曾孙们看看他们婆婆或曾婆婆的生活点滴吗?可以让我在记忆模糊的时候,看回曾经走过的路吗?可以等到我满脸皱纹时,怀恋曾经美丽过的自己吗?

现在很多时候的相片,不再拿去相馆冲洗。我也很少像以前那样,把日记写在日记本。我的日记本,还留在书架。想想最后一次用手写的那一页,是去年中吧?

如果有一天,某个网站被抽掉或不再有的话(虽然我不晓得会不会),也会同时间把我所有的记忆也一同带走。

突然,很想希望科技的发达可以做到把人们的情绪也可以储存到电脑里头。

到时候,我一定把我所有的不快乐和烦恼,通通 "Cut & Paste" 传输到电脑,只需在键盘一按‘Delete’,便可立刻删除。

又或者,把我所有的快乐和甜蜜的回忆,储存在电脑里。几十年后,就算患了老人痴呆症也不用害怕,只需要再次输入已储存的欢乐进入脑袋即可!哈哈!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Was


It was so yesterday
With all the joy and bliss that filled

For a similar destiny
A thousand broken promises that left
A thousand glass pieces that ruptured a tiny heart

Feeling helpless to shed away your tears
Deep down in my heart it was my pain
Ted, remember what you told me
“Do not cry over spilled milk.”

It was just a disappointment in life
To show you a better tomorrow
To know what love is real and true

Thankful for yesterday, for making what I have became today
I do not regret, and do not feel pain anymore

The past has gone and never turned back
Treasure what we are having now
As we are still breathing today, we are blessed
The hand I am holding now, I will hold it for many tomorrow
Till the day of my last breath.

Time will heal your pain
It will take away your anger
It will bring you back your happiness

After a sorrow night
When morning came
It was all just a dream

Like I always said: Take away all the sorrows, what left are all sweet memories.

Ted, hope you are getting better.

Friday, September 12, 2008

鸡蛋糕

今天同事带来了一盒鸡蛋糕。一个我很怀念的味道。

读书时期,我很喜欢吃鸡蛋糕。在上学途中经过小食挡口,总会买一两块的,在上课时偷吃!哈哈!

同学知道我喜欢吃,问我有没有兴趣学做。当然,我也兴致勃勃地答应她!她口头上告诉我如何弄鸡蛋糕的“祖传秘方”。我边听边笔记下来。印象中记得的材料有: 鸡蛋(要蛋黄吗?哈哈!), 面粉和糖。就这么简单!

下午放学后,顺路经过杂货店,买了该要的食材。

回到姐姐家后,便满怀信心的跟姐说我当晚会弄鸡蛋糕给她吃。之后,开始‘七手八脚’地忙了起来。

首先,把面粉倒进盘中,把它堆积成一座小山丘般,然后再面粉中央弄一个大洞。过后把鸡蛋倒入洞口。之后,在倒水。接着,有搅拌器搅匀。再放糖。我想大概好了吧,就把装满还未成形的鸡蛋糕放入锅中蒸熟。忘了大概多久,香喷喷的鸡蛋糕就大功告成了!!(在等候的当儿还真的很紧张呢!)

不用我多说,也许就已经猜到我亲手炮制的鸡蛋糕好不好吃吧!哈哈哈!味道还不赖,就是很硬,也没有外面卖的好吃!但,也吃得满爽的。

其实,我喜欢煮东西吃。但,也有超搞笑的时候!

比如说,我以前不会煮红豆水。我自以为是的去向杂货店的老板娘说我想煮红豆水。老板娘给了我一斤红豆、一斤sagu和一斤糖。我高高兴兴的回家后,就把这些统统倒入煲,装满了水,就开了火开始煮。忘了多久,心想大概煮好了。谁知一掀开煲盖,天啊!!我的红豆水变成红豆糕了!!硬得可以丢死几只狗吧!!(这可是我姐姐说的)我那可怜的红豆水啊!!当时还有点想哭呢。

还记得有一段时期,学人做“炖奶”。又是鸡蛋、又是糖、又是炼乳的。结果呢?弄到原本很喜欢吃“炖奶”甜品的我、二姐和二姐夫,看到街边卖的“炖奶”都想吐呢!!哈哈哈哈!!对不起啊!
从此之后,我都没有再做这三样甜品了!心想,不知道我的男朋友有没有兴趣尝试呢!嘻嘻!!(好阴险哦!)

有时候,我们每做一件事之前,都难以预测事后的成果。有时,成果是好是坏虽然重要,不过,整个过程所得到的体验对我来说才更可贵吧!因为,往往令人在乎怀念的,是当中的过程和期待。

Thursday, September 11, 2008

“Great person comes with great responsibility”

This morning I was busy handling a complaint from a customer that related on legal issue. My boss and I went to see our company lawyer but she was engaged with another meeting with CFO.

On our way back to office on different floor, my boss told me that he wants me to fully take over our CRM project and Data Warehouse. At that moment, I feel worried. It is not easy for me to fully takeover additional few portfolios on top of another few portfolios in hand, especially I am kinda sick of troubleshooting and when IT plays a role. On the other hand, I currently dealing with another few portfolios in hand and I am afraid that I could not be able to handle all well.

I am glad that my boss giving me this chance to take up the great responsibility, but am I the great person? To be frank, I have not enough confidence.

Out of sudden, I am so worry and stress. People are right, when you are doing something just because to feed for a living and you are not interested with, it is really very painful. The pain is killing me. *sigh*

Do I have an option? I do not know.

I wish the next morning when I open my eyes, everything will goes smooth and changed. I hope I would have enough capital to run a business on my own or just for me to fulfill my wish to do something I want to do. Somehow, I have too much commitments and concerns. I know there are something kept urging me for a change, a change that is freaking me.

I hope life could be easier. I hope life could be less materialistic and less demanding. I hope life could be happier. Unfortunately, it is just so difficult when you are living in a busy city. I always hope to give myself a better life and future. But at the same time, the pressures are getting more each day.

I am not reluctant to be a great person, I just failed to take the great responsibility on something that I am not capable of. Furthermore, I am not good in technical area and IT. I admit that I am pretty poor on this scope. I have no interest at all.


I have a wish. I wish after walking through year 2008, next year 2009 would be a better year for me. *Pray*

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Last Weekend

Last Saturday night went to Sam’s house with my boyfriend. The world is so small! I met my friend, Mun Yee. She is my friend’s best friend. Coincidently, Benjamin and my boyfriend know her brother. Besides, Mun Yee is staying only a few houses away from Sam’s house. OMG!! Will you believe that? But most abominably are, this Ben bumped into my friends’ circle “twice”!! Ggrrrr!!

My boyfriend taught me to play Mahjong with Ben and Keat. My beginner lucks was fantastic!! I won the first few rounds! *Sweat*
My lucks turning down when my eyes’ lid feeling heavy and about going to switch on to sleeping mode. I am sorry to say that I used to sleep early. Haha!

We stayed up to around 3am if I am not mistaken because I did not remember the exact time we left.

I did not take any picture that night because I left my camera in the car. :P

The next day was my boyfriend’s nephew full moon. We went to Mid Valley to buy something for this newborn baby after taken our brunch at Ah Loy Curry House at OUG. Finally, I have made it to try out their famous curry noodles with herbs.
Sorry that I can't bring you out!! :P
before going out for brunch.

Looks good? I had this curry spareribs noodles at only RM4+. It’s so cheap!! A normal curry noodle with only a few fish balls I have at KLCC usually cost me about 7-10 bucks!!
Yeah, I like it!!
But, do you really like it? Muahaha!!

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Great Man


"A great man is always willing to be little."~ Ralph Waldo Emerson


To be a great man, you do not need:

  • to be a very successful person to conquer the whole world.
  • to be a millionaire having tons of bank notes in bank.
  • to have billion of friends to get you surrounded.
  • to have another ten Louis Vuitton bags or Mont Blanc pens for cheering.
  • to have a BMW to make you proud on the road.
  • to speak a single word when people are depressed, instead you will give them a sincere hug.

When happiness are shared and sorrows are well taken care, you are living in a wonderful life.


A picture taken by myself when me and my boyfriend heading for dinner.

Basically, a great person will:
  • care and listen to you when you are talking.
  • laugh with you even the joke you are telling is not funny at all.
  • share with you his/her happiness.
  • love his/her partner, friends and family.
  • admire the beauty of nature and helps you water your plant.
  • be a very little person when you are important to him/her.
  • telling you that you forgot to zip your pant.
  • share your food when you are on a diet plan.

They are all my Great Person! (^_^) Am I yours too?
They gave me a life to this world!

They cried before me when I was sorrow and laugh crazily when we were happy!

He pampers me and gives me his best care ever!

He will never forgotten me and listened to my pain!

She knows nothing but she will makes me laugh when I needed somebody!





Saturday, September 6, 2008

时间

时间,让你治疗淌血后的伤口
时间,让你遇到对与错的人。
时间,让一段爱情变质乏味。
时间,让一段感情真诚坚固。
时间,让你既无法停下脚步,也无法退后。

时间,让一对恋人碰上。谁知道到底要如何分辨,是错的时间遇上了对的人,还是对的时间遇上了错的人?

当一个人活在颓废悲伤的日子当儿,总是以为从此就是世界末日。而到最后,都是时间治疗了他的伤痛,再次活出自己。然后,才最清楚要从伤痛中走出来,并不是不可能的事。要忘记一件事或一个人,也并不是不可能的事。因为,时间会让人的伤口复原,也会浅淡人的记忆。

但是,并不是每一件事我们都希望有时间的帮忙。

就像在一段爱情久了,经过时间的洗礼,曾经的浪漫与热情,也会慢慢淡了下来。 没有人希望感情变淡。

日子久了,其中一方会开始怀念以前刚开始的日子。惦记着曾经的他会常给她信息,让她感到他的不一样,他的关怀。每一个微笑,每一个拥抱,都足以让她开心好几天。 

在一段恋情的开端,总是甜蜜的。就连一启问候的短讯,也会感到窝心。每一封短讯,从不超过五秒钟就有回音。

有时,好希望可以把时间停留在当初牵手的那一刻。就此活在永恒的那一霎那。

也许,在一段爱情长跑的最后,唯一的成果就是深厚的感情。日子也许没有当初的热情,但只要懂得珍惜彼此,也可以共手创造另一道火花。细水长流的爱情,相信也可以与时间一起见证真爱。  



如果,有这么一列火车可以载你回到过去,但却不再可以回到现在。而回到过去,你可以弥补遗憾,重新来过。但是,你不再记得现在的爱人朋友,也不再拥有现在的一切。你会上车么?

我自己的答案是:不会。 

过去的已经过去,有过去的人才显得今天的不一样。有了过去,才有今天的我。如果回到过去,改变了我,我到时又会不会喜欢那时候的我?

我不想贪心,经历过的喜怒哀乐,悲伤喜悦,一次就够了。 就如,只要是真心相爱,一个就够了。

Friday, September 5, 2008

Keroro军曹 Vs Fu Wa(福娃)??

This morning I received an email surprising me that the design of China Olympic “Fu Wa” (福娃) are originally inspired from a famous Japanese cartoon “Keroro军曹”!

But I am wondering why I like Keroro so much more than Fu Wa?? :P

Automatically, I started to imagine and try to link both of them together. After a few seconds, this picture came into my mind!! Let’s check it out and see how it amazes me!!

Believe or not, it depends on your own judgement!! (^_^)

But let me remind you:

" Nothing is impossible?" Or "Coincidence is possible?"

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Fairy - J

I have been taking a very long time to think, should I create another new blog for myself? Though I am currently sticking to Multiply which works pretty comfortable for me.

Somehow, I want something new and something just for me to write anything I want or to post anything that attracted me.

Now, I have the title of this blog and the URL, I named it Fairy-J.

In some dictionary, people defined Fairy as “ghost” or “special creature”. For me, fairy is a spirit with a sincere heart like Angel but also can be as bad as devil when she gets angry. They can be innocent but naughty, tiny but powerful. They have the magic to make your wishes come true and to guide you along the journey. They come in any forms with all kind of appearances.

The fairy living in me, is a tiny little blue fairy. She has a pair of transparent wings and crystal blue’s eyes. This little fairy protects you when you are in danger. When you feel sad, she will be with you and listen to you patiently. When you are happy, she will look into your eyes, telling you that she is happy too.

My fairy has friends and also a life belong to her own. They are all around in their fairyland.

Please do not think that I am insane, it is just a wolrd of my imaginative thoughts.

Here I wanted to share a movie I love the most and impressed me badly:








Artificial Intelligence
The story is set at an unspecified date in the future. Global warming has led to ecological disasters all over the world, and a drastic reduction of the human population. Mankind's efforts to maintain civilization lead to the creation of "mechas". David, an android child programmed with the ability to love, is created by the Cybertronics company. They test their creation on one of their employees, Henry Swinton and his wife Monica. The Swintons have a son Martin who has been placed in suspended animation until a cure can be found for his rare disease. Although Monica is initially frightened of David, she eventually warms to him after activating his imprinting protocol, which irreversibly causes David to feel love for her as a child loves a parent. As he continues to live with the Swintons, David is befriended by Teddy, a mecha toy, that takes upon itself the responsibility of David's well being.
Martin is eventually cured and brought home, but a
sibling rivalry ensues between Martin and David. Martin's scheming behavior backfires when he and his friends activate David's self-protection programming at a pool party. Martin is saved from drowning but David's actions prove too much for Henry. It is decided for David to be abandoned (alongside Teddy) in a forest to live as unregistered mechas. David is captured for a Flesh Fair, an event where useless mechas are destroyed before cheering crowds by anti-mecha groups. David is nearly killed, but the crowd is swayed by his realistic nature and he escapes, along with Gigolo Joe, a male prostitute mecha on the run after being framed for murder.
The two set out to find the
Blue Fairy, whom David remembers from the story The Adventures of Pinocchio. Like the story, he believes that she will transform him into a real boy, so Monica will love him and take him back. Joe and David make their way to the decadent metropolis of Rouge City. Information from a holographic personality called "Dr. Know" eventually leads them to the top of the Rockefeller Center in the flooded ruins of Manhattan. David's human creator, Professor Hobby, enters and excitedly tells David that finding him was a test, which has demonstrated the reality of his love and desire. A disheartened David attempts to commit suicide by falling from a ledge into the ocean, but Joe rescues him, just as he is captured by the authorities.
David and Teddy take a submersible to the fairy, which turns out to be a statue from a submerged attraction at
Coney Island. Teddy and David become trapped when the park's ferris wheel falls on their vehicle. Believing the Blue Fairy to be real, he asks to be turned into a real boy, repeating his wish without end, until the ocean freezes. 2000 years later, Manhattan is buried under several hundred feet of glacial ice, and humans are extinct.[1] Mechas have evolved into an alien-looking humanoid form.[2] They find David and Teddy: functional mechas who knew living humans. David wakes up and realizes the fairy was fake. Using David's memories, the mechas reconstruct the Swinton home, and explain to him via a mecha of the Blue Fairy that he cannot become human. However, they recreate Monica from a lock of her hair which has been faithfully saved by Teddy, but she will live for only a single day and the process cannot be repeated. David spends the happiest day of his life playing with Monica and Teddy. Monica tells David that she loves him and has always loved him as she drifts to sleep for her final time. This was the "everlasting moment" he had been looking for, he closes his eyes, falls asleep for his first time, and goes "to that place where dreams are born".

I am not sure if Blue Fairy really does exist in our world. But it is the “Believe” built inner our soul. A strong believe and never gave up a tiny hope. The Blue Fairy this little boy met may not be able to fulfil his dream and wish. But the love, sincere and innocent from this boy touches the deepest part of my heart.

Fairy tales may not exists but he made the Fairy Tales exists.

Many of us do not believe in Fairy Tales. We do not believe because we have seen too much, realised too much and experiencing too much in reality. How are we persuade ourself to believe when things happened on us are not perfect?

In fact, I do not believe in Fairy Tales too. But why do I still imagine a world for me and my fairy?

Sometimes, people need dreams, people need hopes. When a simple imagination could be my dreams, my hopes…then I believe fairy will be with me along my journey to find me a true piece of happiness.