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Friday, October 31, 2008

Spirit

When I was at my age of 4-5, I always dream of spirit (Or in the other word, called "Ghost"). Till then my nightmares have never stopped.

There were times I failed to differentiate the real and the dream. Sometimes, it seems so real but sometimes not.

I remembered when I was still a small kid, there was a night I slept alone early. My sisters and parents were not in the room. I saw a "lady" in deep blue shirt was waving at me, outside the windows, right next to the bed. Her face looked pale and the hair was long and straight but a little messy. I was too young and did not realise anything went wrong. Instead, I still smile at her and continue to sleep without bothering her. But until now, I can still clearly remember how her face structure and the way she called me to "come".

Till then after that night, I saw "her" occasionally at night, till the day I followed my family moved to our new house when I was 7.

Well, the story is not ended yet.

After moved into the new house, something strange happened again but not that "lady". She disappeared and I did not see her anymore.

After moving to new house, I had a habit to take a few hours nap in the afternoon. At night, I used to sleep alone. Sometimes, I felt difficult to move or to get up from sleep while my mind was actually still awake. People told me that was due to some sort of "dirty" things pressing on me or was on top of me. At the begining, I feel scared and I told my mum. But, I was told that was actually caused by my poor health.

Later a few times, I saw 2 fingers covering on my face. It happened in an afternoon when I was taking a nap. That time I was trying to wake up but as usual I can't! I tried hardly to open my eyes, and I was screaming deep inside my mind when I saw the 2 fingers! Not only this, when I was struggling and trying to get up, I heard a voice asking me "what are u doing! (In cantonese)". At that moment, I still able to hear the tv sounds playing outside the living room(I was in my room). At last, I managed to get out of it and ran to the living room. I was shocked when my sisters were watching the same tv shows I heard when I was strugglingg from "them".

And another time after a few months, I was resting in the living room. I saw "a women" with "her child" in the mirror reflection (My old house got a big cupboard with mirrors, I was lying in the living room and facing the mirror). The women was talking to the kid and asked him don't disturb me.

But I did not tell my mum or my sisters anymore. I know they will not believe in me. Well, may be I have seen and heard so many times, I got a little bit of "used to it". OMG, I really do not want to.

Time flies and I did not experience much after I stay in KL.

I think the last 3 times was 2 years ago.

The 1st time was a family trip to Genting. We rented an apartment at Ria. I still remember that night I was the only adult to stay in the apartment to take care of 3 kids. The rest went up the hill for gambling and supper. After the kids slept, I also went to bed. I can't sleep the entire night and kept my eyes closed tight because I heard something kept walking around in between the living room and bathroom. The next day I told my sister that I will never wanted to be alone to take care of her kids anymore. And I also do not want to go back Ria anymore.

The 2nd time I saw a young "man" inside Mid Valley lift. We took the carpark lift at 3rd floor and I saw 2 girls and 2 guys. At 4rd floor, one of the guy went out with another 2 girls. I turned back and I saw another guy was still standing behind me. He was just a normal looking guy with black hair and white shirt. At the last floor(5th floor), me and my friends went out the lift but the guy still did not come out after a long time. I asked my friends why that guy did not come out cause we had reached the highest floor. But my friends they all did not aware of his existence until I asked 3 of my friends, all with the same answer that there was no one else in the lift except us. *faint*

The latest was a shadow running fast across the garbage room. But the room was very small, it is impossible for a person to run inside the room!

Well, I told few of my friends about my "experiences". Some of them said they have never seen, or, some of them said they have only heard stories from friends.

I am telling this not for scaring you or anyone. It's purely to keep something written before I forget. Some of you may not believe, and some may give me a nod.

"When you believe, it does exist. When you do not believe, it does not exist."

A small table

I like to play pool though I am just an incompetent player. 

It was years ago when I was still a student, I fell in love with this small table game with numbered balls with multiple colours. But now getting less as works are getting busier. 

The moment you grabbed a cue and your target got stroke in a great shot, it was really amazed. The feeling of satisfaction from this little achievement, is also a reason why I love to play pool. 

Last Saturday went to Breakers with my old schoolmate, Ryan. Had a fun time hanging around. If you do not mind to spend time with a person like me (with a lousy pooling skill), it could still be a great night time after a hard day. 

Did you notice anything wrong while Ryan was aiming? Hahaha!! Shhh...no black ball!! I got it!! :P 

Oh Yes! I'm just kinda love-ing it!! 

护肤品

前几天上网买了牛爾的护肤品。全都是他的自创品牌,口碑不错的Beauty DIY和Skincology。本人在保养方面比较注重皮肤的保湿。最近也爱上了Shu Uemera的玫瑰deepsea water。每晚在化妆水后,喷在脸上,超舒服的。
Beauty DIY & Skincology
这是一瓶玻尿酸全效保濕精華液Ⅱ(Advanced Hydrating Serum II),很容易吸收。用后的感觉还好,皮肤不会紧绷,但需要用上几天才会感觉到它的效力。

蛮喜欢这一罐ACE抗皺緊膚嫩白霜 (ACE Anti-Wrinkle & Lightening Crème)。皮肤因为很干的关系,所以眼睛下方有了干纹。搽后,脸有变滋润了。为了避免脸上出现岁月的痕迹,最近都勤于保湿。在加上每天早上空腹喝一杯水,皮肤状况好多了。

在接下来的有金盞花全效舒緩B.B.美顏霜(Calendula & Licorice Perfect Soothing B.B.Cream)。特地买来放在男友家的,方便有时周末出街,但又不想化妆时用。用后不会觉得很干,也很服帖,质地还不错。

那天假期和男友及朋友们唱完歌后,去了一趟Pavillion,也特地买了Origins的眼霜,脸霜和一直都爱用得mask(之前有介绍过的)。

眼霜用后也许有少许油腻,但用无名指轻轻加以按摩后,便很快吸收了。至于脸霜,我还没开始用,所以还不晓得它的功效。

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Night


When I closed my eyes
heart beating sound that speed
I do not use to be like this
not anyone else, but you.

Staring at the clear dark sky
I saw the moon was hiding
bashfully behind the cloud that fluffy in the dark
admiring the sparkling stars
with a smile on his face.

I don’t know what it is
was it a dream or a hint to head?

The song playing repeatedly
like it will never stopped
was it just for me?

Till the moment we said goodbye
with a kiss on my forehead.

Clearly stored in my mind
it was a kiss of promise
to chase away the nightmares
find me a sweet dream all night long.

And now it is not a secret anymore
cause it has finally made it true.

“Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honoured to love you.”

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

火柴天堂


火柴天堂
走在寒冷下雪的夜空
賣著火柴溫飽我的夢
一步步冰凍 一步步寂寞
人情寒冷冰凍我的手
一包火柴燃燒我的心
寒冷夜里擋不住前行
風刺我的臉 雪割我的口
托著腳步還能走多久

*有誰來買我的火柴
有誰將一根根希望全部點燃
有誰來買我的孤單
有誰來實現我想家的呼喚

每次點燃火柴微微光芒
看到希望 看到夢想
看見天上的媽媽說話她說你要勇敢 你要堅強
不要害怕 不要慌張讓你從此不必再流浪

*媽媽牽著你的手回家
睡在溫暖花開的天堂

什么时候,我也可以一样不用再流浪?我要的,只是一支可以燃烧的火柴。

我很想家,可是为什么觉得心中的那个家,总是那么遥远。。。

为什么要假装坚强?为什么要做个最棒的女儿?因为,我不想让你们担心我。我也不想做你们的负担。

为什么当我累了,你们忘了牵着我的手?你们知道吗?你们的这个女儿,一路上走得很辛苦,她有时真的觉得累了。

路,还很远。。。

Thursday, October 23, 2008

遗漏了的一个字



“我”是给自己的称呼
但却越来越不明白自己。

曾经的顽强不羁
贪玩任性的不负责任
时间好像慢慢把它们都带走了。

犹豫不决的痛
好像永远找不到原因

看着星月相伴的黑夜
等到星光的闪烁把视线模糊
再等到云朵把月光遮盖
仍无法给自己一个“我”

心地不是百分善良
但不可以说是坏心肠
外貌不是百分完美
但不算是与丑并肩

微风轻拂头发
告诉了我它的存在

细声请问微风
可以也一样告诉它
我的存在么?

也请伴风漂远的孔明灯
传话给远在天涯的幸运之神
偷偷翻开它的小册子
是不是把与我的约定遗忘了
还是那一本小小的册子上
漏了记载“我”这一个字?

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

魔杰座

魔杰座,代表的是音乐与魔术的星座,杰伦变魔术,让音乐变幻无穷,让不可能的梦想成真;原本属于摩羯座的周杰伦,以音符和创意,变出星空中的新星座《魔杰座》,这个令星座专家摸不透的神秘新星座,形状有时是扑克牌上的骑士,有时又变成鬼牌上的小丑,变幻不同的形体和曲风,就好像魔术师的幻术,炫目神迷,定住所有目光,魔杰座要让所有的不可能都变可能!

第2波今年最遗憾的情歌:“说好的幸福呢?”周杰伦与方文山写出这首今年最遗憾的情歌,当心里问着这句话时,幸福,早已经消失不见了。这是一首令人听了会想哭的歌,钢琴哽咽着,大提琴低吟着,唱分手的伤,爱情离开的惆怅;那些爱过的感觉都太深刻,都还记得;方文山以疑问句写爱情的不舍与后悔,只是所有的疑问得不到对方的回答,回忆的八音盒还旋转着,要怎么停呢?只剩下钢琴声,代替了回答。

《说好的幸福呢》
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散乱了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呐
伴你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了

一开始的不快乐
你用卡片拭写着
有些爱只给到这真的懂了

怎麽了 你累了 说好的 幸福呐
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了

开心与不开心一一叙说着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呐
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呐
(重复)

你会怎样来形容幸福呢?如何才算幸福呢?

我不知道。

也许:忙碌一天后,回到家就可以立刻吃到妈妈煮的晚餐,感到的就是幸福。
也许:当你想到世界的另一段的饥饿儿童,自己还可以有顿不错的午餐,你是幸福的。
也许:可以在寒冷的天气里,品尝一杯热腾腾的咖啡,就很幸福。
也许:可以和心爱的人一起探索神秘的星夜,也可以是幸福。
也许:当你感到孤独时,依然有人还从不停止的思恋着你,也是幸福。 
也许:当你哭泣难过时,有个人默默为你抹去留下的泪水,算是幸福。 
也许:爱与被爱都可以同时拥有,才是真正的幸福。 

得到了的幸福,它是个名词。
还在寻觅着的幸福,是个形容词。

我曾对某个人说过:幸福对我而言,总是遥不可及。
有人对我说过:我会给你幸福。 
也有人告诉我:你很幸福!
更有人问过我:你幸福吗?

有时,我在想。。。
幸福,会眷顾怎样的人呢?
当幸福到临,它会告诉我们吗? 

如果,
幸福到了,
却察觉不到,
它就会静静的离开。

希望,
当幸福到来时,
在还未离开前,
要好好珍惜它。

一旦,
幸福离开了,
会很遥远的。

后悔,
是因为你听不到幸福的脚步声,
忘记它的存在。 

Monday, October 20, 2008




非善变之物
只是命运的安排
无奈随风的步伐
迷失属于自己的方向

它,
祈求在风来临前夕
停留未变的风采
挽留失去的曾经
止步改变现在的未来

当暴风雨侵袭
无法改变的事实
变化成大雨
哭嚎即将消失的缘份

离别之际
唯有结伴成线
降落同一块土地

但愿
再次化作水蒸气
相约同一片天空
找寻同一个梦想
编织同一道彩虹

云的离去,不是它的绝情,而是风的不挽留。

Thursday, October 16, 2008

当年14岁

今天看到一则这样的新闻。有点好笑又好气!

为了爱情,而将家人和前途摆在一旁。不计较后果,只为了与爱的人在一起。甚至,可以诈死!值得么?

没有所谓的值得,或不值得。爱情,已经让她迷失了自己,也“死”了自己。

如果,她的男友真的承认杀了她,关进牢里。那么她该怎么办?继续躲在衣柜里头?可怜把她辛苦生下来的妈妈啊!14岁的小女生,真的明白什么是爱情了吗?

我不知道,因为我20岁才开始我的初恋。哈哈哈!而且,14岁时候的我,最讨厌人家在学生时期谈恋爱。那时候只喜欢读书和享受学生生活。那时候,常拒绝追求我的男生,还被人家说我是同性恋者呢!气到!哈哈!

爱情,虽然甜蜜,但有时也挺烦恼的。为什么要那么快把自己丢进爱情堆呢?时间还多得是呢!

问世间情为何物?直教人生死相许!

14岁,要走的路还很长,要做的事还多得是。20岁,是个妈妈。是幸福?还是可惜?自己说吧!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

电影Mamma Mia

上个星期去Pavilion看戏。看了一套本人认为不错的电影 – “Mamma Mia!”。


这是一部类似Dream Girl的歌舞剧。我很喜欢Dream Girl这一套戏,也很欣赏Jennifer Hudson唱的One Night Only。很令人感动的一首歌。而这次的Mamma Mia也不例外,其中有由原唱Siobhan McCarthy的Winner Takes It All。 

有份参与演出的演员有Meryl Streep,Pierce Brosnan,Amanda Seyfried,Colin Firth,Stellan Skarsgard等。 

故事一开始是说一个成长在Greek的一个小岛上的20岁女孩,Sophie(Amanda Seyfried)。她不晓得自己的亲生父亲是谁,于是便偷偷拿了母亲Donna的日记本,寄出婚礼邀请卡给三位有可能是亲生父亲的男人,三个记载在日记本里与母亲发生过关系的男人。而他们全部也答应出席。 

Sophie的母亲Donna(Meryl Streep)当年和Sam (Pierce Brosnan)相爱。但后来Sam离开了她,要和他的未婚妻结婚。Donna在疗伤期间,遇上另外两个男人,Colin Firthh和Stellan Skarsgard。

这部戏的故事到最后Donna都不知道谁才是Sophie的生父。但,这三个男人都愿意做Sophie的1/3父亲。

另我流泪感动的是当Donna告诉Sam,她不想再谈他们的事,因为都已经过去了。当她以Winner Takes It All来告知Sam,她当年的遭遇和感受,我不禁流泪了。

当她深爱他的时候,他却离开了。当她忘记不了他的时候,他忘记了她么?

“But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep insideYou must know I miss you
But what can I say?
Rules must be obeyed”


当爱情离开了,无需挽留。
挽留剩下的,是可惜,并非愿意。

当一段感情在某人身上造成创伤,好不容易才走过了时,要再次被挖出来若无其事地说,是一件很残忍的事。尤其是Donna还深爱着Sam。无法挽留的爱情,再说一千遍也没有意思,不是么? 

在一段感情中,都很难分辨对与错。又或者说,是没有对与错。只有爱与不爱。当一个人不再爱你了,剩下的只有还深爱着对方的痛与泪水。当一个人不再爱你,你可以说他错了吗?不可以说他离开了你,是对了吗?

我说,如果要用颜色来代表爱情,我会用灰色。不是因为我对感情看得很灰。对我而言,爱情并不是完全可悲!

而是,在一段爱情还未开始时,两个原本没有相关的人,都过着自己的生活,有自己的想法。就如白与黑,是没有联系的。当在一起后,便开始变成灰色了。在他们的世界里,仿佛就只有他们。在灰色的世界里,分辨不了对与错。埋没在灰色的爱情领域,只有对方。甚至很多时候,都需要顾虑到对方,无法自己。

可悲的,若有一天,其中一方不再爱你,也等于说,他要离开了你们的灰色世界。如果你选择停留在原有的灰色地带,永远都只有自己一个人看不清,只有自己一个人活在寂寞空虚的灰色世界。如果不幸的他已经爱上了其他人,无论你怎样去挽留他,他已经听不见你的话语,看不见你的爱了。因为,他已经走近另外一个灰色世界,感受不到你了。执著停留在已经不在的灰色世界,别人的色彩也无法近来,就算可以,颜色也是混浊的,对谁都不公平。

这套西的最后,Donna和Sam是在一起的。他们的结局是个happy ending。

每个人活在这个世界上都向往爱情。但爱情的定义到底是什么呢?你要的是一生一世的爱情呢?还是只要曾经拥有就够的爱情?

我想,爱情是没有定义的。在爱情国度里,只是选择。我们只可以选择,爱或不爱。或者,只可以选择坚守或离开。

爱情和生活一样。基本上也只有两个选择。我们可以选择“生存”,或选择“死亡”。

如果选择了生存,就必须好好的活着。 
如果选择了死亡,就别再留恋活着的好。 

对我来说,
爱,无需理由,
也不用承诺,因为承诺没有保证。
爱,需要两情相悦,
就算没有承诺,也可以执子之手。 
爱,就算有了承诺,
当爱消失,也就一无所有。

真抱歉,只是一套戏,便废话连篇。不过,都只是一些有完没完的感想而已。我活着就只有一个目的,就是希望可以开心!爱情,不是生活的全部,但也不该儿戏。珍惜现在,望眼将来。

Siobhan McCarthy - Winner Takes It All Lyrics
I don't wanna talk

About things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain?

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say?
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
'Cause it makes me feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see

The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all

The game is on agein
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

A little Snow Fairy

That day on my boyfriend’s birthday eve, dropped by at a DVD shop at SS2. The title of this 24 episode animation series caught my attention – “A little Snow Fairy”. This animation was released in year 2001 in Japan, but now only I watched! Hahaha!!

The animation relates to season fairies in a small village in Europe. The season fairies make the weather, and only rational, predictable Saga can see them. And when a whiny, bratty, hungry fairy-in-training stumbles into her life and decides to live in her room, Saga's ordered life gets turned upside down.

The main characters are Sugar (Snow fairy), Saga (11 years old little girl), Pepper (Wind fairy), Salt (Sun Fairy, but later decided to become Cloud fairy), Ginger (Rain fairy), and others.

Saga is a very discipline little girl. Her mother was a pianist and died in an accident. She likes to play piano because that is the only way to remember her mother. I like a song she plays in the show. Unfortunately, I do not know the song’s name. *sad*

Saga & Sugar friendship begins when she met sugar in a rainy day. Sugar was hungry and weak. She gave Sugar a small piece of waffle and saved Sugar’s life.

Sugar is a hyperactive fairy and lovely. She wants to become like her mother, to become a snow fairy that impress people. Each of the fairy has their own musical instrument to make the weather change. Sugar is holding a flute.

The whole series was describing how they support each other and the journey Sugar became a real snow fairy.

I have watched till the last episode last night and the show is fantastic! To those who has not watched and like animation, should go to watch it.

防晒

本人的皮肤很薄,薄到说可以看到血丝。所以对阳光非常敏感。这几年来的太阳紫外线,晒在皮肤上,感到很疼痛。也因为这个原因,我们最近都很懒惰在外吃午餐。不是打包回公司吃,就是在KLCC里头吃。在室内有冷气,凉凉的,超爽!

不过,就算是这样,也是难免有些时候会晒到太阳。防晒,是我每天早上一定不会忘记的步骤。就算没有在外晒到太阳,在公司里对着电脑、白光灯等的辐射,也会造成皮肤的伤害。如果没有长时间在太阳底下,可以用SPF15或以下的防晒品,已经足够了。

防晒,不但可以预防雀斑或皮肤晒伤,也可以防老。太阳晒过的皮肤,很容易有皱纹哦。

我目前最喜欢的防晒品,就是这支植村秀Shu Uemura的XTR Protector SPF50 PA+++(40ml, RM150)。它含有的SPF指数是50,非常棒!无论是上班,或出外郊游,甚至到海边,也可以使用。搽上皮肤,一点也不油腻,非常温和。虽然它有淡淡的药草味,但我却非常喜欢这种味道。感觉它很天然。就好像Kose的产品一样,用的都是很传统的药草。

另外,我也很喜欢Avalon Organics的Avalon Moisture Plus Lotion with SPF18。含有熏衣草精油的哦!其实,这是我从香港买回来的Moisturizer (200ml,148HKD),但也可以省回另外搽防晒的麻烦。它非常滋润,如果你的皮肤很干的话,在搽上脸时,也许会有少少许的刺痛,这是因为皮肤太干燥的关系。 不过,用上一两天就不会了,而且皮肤也比较滋润了。

它唯一不好的地方,就是稍微油了一点(因为它是滋润性质的关系)。所以,在搽上它后,我会等大概10-15分钟,让皮肤稍微吸收,再用粉扑搽些蜜粉loose powder。如果有化妆的话,就在化妆后,在最后步骤使用蜜粉就行了。到时就完全不再觉得油了。由于我最近都很少化妆,只需搽些蜜粉就可以去上班了!很方便! (当然,我还是会画少许的眼影,让自己看起来精神些!哈哈!)

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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

宁静


活着,是因为自私。
自私,是因为想快乐。

不是不想说,只是找不到理由。
不是不快乐,只是不觉得快乐。
不是不想笑,只是没有什么值得笑。

宁静得什么都听得很清楚,甚至听得见黑夜。
呼吸声,脚步声,还有远处汽车的引擎声。

拖着疲倦的身躯,留下一句:为什么?

I Love Mask-ing!!

Guinot Instant Radiance Moisturizing Mask

Guinot的这一瓶是我的最爱!!这可是会上瘾的面膜哦! 已经忘了这是我的第几支了,应该是第5支了吧?这是大概5年前我朋友的姐姐介绍的,超好用!它一直以来都是我无法缺少的面膜。连续用上一周,脸蛋就会水嫩又有光泽。这瓶面膜非常温和,可以每天使用。而用量也不多,只需在脸上涂上薄薄的一层即可。敷在脸上大概15分钟,再用湿纸巾抹掉。其实也可以用化妆水,但就没有比用湿纸巾来得方便。而且不用冲洗!用了之后,就可立刻看见其效果! 就如其名,Instant radiance and nourished!! 还有,喜欢这个面膜的另外一个原因,是它含有的薰衣草精华油,好香好舒服!

Kose Seikisho Mask White

Kose的这一瓶也是一个我很喜欢的面膜。涂一层厚厚的在脸上,待干!唯一不喜欢的就是拔开时有点痛!仔细看,可以清晰看见粘贴在面膜上的细毛。用后可以立刻感觉皮肤光滑无比!不错哦!

Origins Drink Up

第三支用得不错的保湿面膜,应该就是Origins的Drink Up。味道有点水果味的,感觉也甜甜的。只需15分钟,再用清水冲洗,皮肤就可以感觉好像真的喝了几大杯水一样,水嫩嫩的。好舒服!


另外可作参考的护肤程序:
1. 洗臉時全面打圈按摩,鼻頭鼻翼部分特別打圈按摩一分鐘.
2. 化妝水/toner/神仙水等等,用化妝棉抹上(而不是直接用手塗上),這樣皮膚會吸收得更好之餘,臉上每個細部都會照顧得到.
3. 每個程序之間(例如toner到精華液之間),要停至少30秒,好等上一步抹在臉上的東西能被完全吸收.
4. 塗精華液,眼霜,臉霜時,以按摩的手勢來塗抹.
5. 臉上不同的問題,要用針對性的精華液對付(例如鼻頭和鼻翼特別採用收毛孔的精華液).
6. 日夜護理之間,要注意保濕.
7. 雖然磨沙後皮膚會很滑,但也要忍手,一星期不要磨多過兩次,要給皮膚適當的自然代謝時間.
8. 嘴唇每星期可以輕輕磨沙一次,用細滑一點的磨沙膏,非常輕力地磨,嘴唇會變得非常軟柔,而且色澤會變漂亮呢.
9. 眉頭之間的”縐紋”位,和法令紋,可以塗眼部精華液來減淡.

10. 要看皮膚當日的狀況來決定做那種面膜,

玫瑰香

刚才午餐时间和Wai Yeng去了Marks & Spencer。 原本打算买一瓶玫瑰香味的Room Spray,但却没有存货了。

刚巧我的hand cream也用完了,就买了这一支Pure Honey Hand Cream & Rose Body Cream。好喜欢M&S的lotion,很滋润。味道也很怡人。而本人就最喜欢玫瑰和薰衣草的香味了。 



长时间坐在办公室,皮肤超干的。而且我的位子又刚好在冷气的风口处,每天都感觉好像过着“冬天”一样冷。
我的桌上有几瓶lotion,但常用的也只有一两瓶。最好就是把自己浸在一个装满玫瑰精油的bath tub,那就更滋润了!!哈哈哈哈!!

 
香味,是个心情调和剂,可以做心灵治疗。当你睡不着的时候,把房间喷上一点点怡人的玫瑰香,也较容易入睡,感觉就像在玫瑰花园内。不一样的香味,都可以有不一样的享受。

而我们每个人的身上都有一种香味。每种味道都与众不同,非常的unique。我很喜欢自己的味道,清清淡淡的,蛮舒服的。你只要在皮肤上闻一闻,就可找到属于自己的味道了。(^_^)

Happy 1 Year Old!!

Time flies pretty fast and she is now 1 year old!!

I still remember it was just like yesterday when she was born. Now she is 1 year old and a happy little princess.

Happy 1 year old birthday, my princess Sam Sam!

She was so happy last night, at a Chinese Restaurant in Pandan Indah.

A Tiramisu birthday cake for little princess.

She was so excited when everybody singing a birthday song for her!!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

我害死了她!

2008年10月7日,早上9点。


她停止了呼吸。是我害死她的!对不起!


我把她一不小心跌在地上。拾起她时,她的心跳停止了!脸蛋也毁容了!


突然有点觉得无奈和可惜,毕竟她跟随了我没九年,也有十年吧!


我会记得你的! 好好安息吧,我的老朋友!

Friday, October 3, 2008

期待着不老的传说

之前都很喜欢用它的产品,尤其是有效滋润的蜜糖精华。以前觉得有点贵,就转去Kose了。不过,现在我又“卷土重来”了!

现在,好期待它的另一个新成员 - - - 一瓶带着不老传说的精华素。

对我而言,一瓶好的保养品,不只是单单用来保养的护肤品。

就像这一瓶,是装满着期待的神奇精华素。好喜欢它的蠟菊花,一种让时间留住脚步的花。

店员说,下个星期就会有货。好期待!

总共有两个不同的功效!另一款是附加维他命C的。


Very Precious Regenerating Concentrate

Very Precious Brightening Concentrate

前一阵子在杂志上看到一个标题:“Husband addicted to porn movie, wife wants to divorce.”(丈夫沉迷三级片,老婆要离婚! )

突然间,令我联想到几年前,有个女性朋友告诉我说,她的男朋友整天看三级片,就连用过的卫生纸也丢到整个房间都是。有时进到他的房间,都可以闻到一阵阵腥味。她和男友的性生活也不是不正常。但每当有好几天她都没有和男友发生关系,但却知道男友依然每天“战火连天”,房间仍然“废纸”满地 。那时候看到的她常常愁眉苦脸。

当她找我诉苦时,坦白说,我也不是很明白男人。

有些人也许会说,这都是很正常的(我当初也是这样告诉女朋友)。但,当一个“正常”的性习惯间接影响一段感情,我不敢说:这是正常的。

毕竟,不管社会如何进步,女人和男人都还是有距离的。

我们女人会看三级片,但不至于沉迷,也不至于非看不可。相同的,也不会看其他的男人到底有何不同,那个男主角帅不帅,因为都与我们无关。

曾经和几个男生朋友聊到,我们女孩可以有好一段时间没有性生活吗?(也许是几个月,也许是一年)

我听了觉得蛮好笑的!我说:当然可以!难道你们男生不可以吗?

我得到的答案是:不可以!

---- 无声 ----

其实,我们女生并不反对男生看三级片。但,就是不可过态,更不好沉迷。也许,我们会感到害怕,没有安全感;也许会联想到是不是自己满足不了另一半;也许会想这样的男生,会不会去尝试不同的女生,或怂恿男生去嫖妓?有时更怕当自己觉得开始不了解身边的伴侣。

刚才讲到我的那个女朋友。最后,她和她的男朋友也分手了。而我,也和她失去了联络。

总觉得,性,原本是个很奇妙的事。因为性,把两个距离的人拉得更近; 因为性,让人类延续。

但,也因为性,把两个原本靠得很近的人拉得更远;也因为性,把人类的关系画上句号。

还是老套的一句:适可而止。只要不对他人造成身心理上的伤害,就可完美。