Feel kinda dizzy today, after a rush test on the development system. (~_~)
You know, I am trying to cut down on smoking lately. I did cut down the quantity lately but it seems like I keen to fail sometimes when I feel bored, stressed and when the brain gone blank! Keep it up! At least I have cut down from a pack a day last year to now, hmm...5-6 stick a day? Ok, my next target to be not more than 3 a day by end of this month, then less than 2 a day by end of next month, and then...I QUIT! :P Dun think that I am finding myself an excuse. Non-smoker will definitley do not understand how hard it will be for a 7 years smoker to completely stop smoking. Alright, I agreed, I am giving myself an excuse!
To all my smoking "kaki", do not throw me a cigarette next time ya! But what can I do when I feel bored at work? No more sneaking downstairs for a quick puff, no more smoking chat with all my beloved friends. What should I do? Haha!
But I do discover something interesting. Do you know how I control myself not to smoke when I feel like to smoke? I force myself to write or blog! And I kept telling myself, do not smoke when blogging or typing! So, I kept my brain occupied with something else instead of staring at the cigarette box. :P *what a stupid control* Haha!
However, when come to think about the system integration and test started tomorrow, I am already so stressed and sick! :(
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