Change

Life is always very realistic, just like human, we are all realistic people. We will change according to different age stage. We change when we are facing or mixing around with different people. We will change when we are situated in different environment, no matter we are at work or at home or at play. We tend to be different and be realistic on some circumstances.

I cannot deny that I am changing. From a kids, to a teenager, to be in an adult level. From what I need and what I am looking forward in life, they are keep on changing and different. If you ask me, what am I looking for in the past, now and in the future? My answer will never be the same.

What I was looking at in the past, was adventurous and something that really looks interesting and fun. I had tried all kind of crazy and craziest thing in the past, from a "whatever" lifestyle to a "really-doesn't-matter" relationship.

But when we grow along with our experiences, we will change. I have changed to be someone that looking forward a peaceful and "just-to-be as simple as possible" kind of lifestyle. And sometimes I realized, the more simple it is, the more difficult it could be.

When people told me: Wow, you have a very nice tattoo!
When people look shocked and said: Wow, you had a crazy old-time!
When people questioned me: Wow, you had so many "surprising" relationship?
When people sound unbelievably: Are you serious? It doesn't sound like you!

And speaking seriously, people do change.

When I was at a conversation with an old friend of mine. And we both are so agreed that in age 30, or age after 26, we started to know what we do really want in life and what we are here looking at for a better life.

Though we are changing and we have changed. But I am still looking for another change. A change that could bring me to a better me, a better life, and a better position in the society. Some change that is not repeating the old me, some change that could be something different me. It just a matter of time when you start changing and when you want the change. No one could really tell you that when you will change, but as time goes by, you will see the different by yourself, emotionally and physically.

I am not sure if anyone of you could understand what am I trying to tell here, but at least for the one who write this post is. And of course, I hope we all could change together, not for me, but to yourself.

So, are you ready for the change? Or you are still reluctant for the change?