Big Head Shot

It has been some times I did not really take some pictures about myself. I mean the "Big Head Picture". Hence taken a few before lunch hour yesterday. Well, I like the first one the most.
Sometimes when I look at myself in the pictures, "she" looks happy, doesn't she? But the nightmares never seems to be stopped. And wonder, are all these what she has been waiting for and living for? Will life be simpler and happier if it is just all about herself?