我真的失败透了！I am really sucks!

我不知道你们是否和我一样，还是我真的失败快到了极点！
I am not sure if any of you have this kind of experience like me, or I am really sucks?

事情是这样的，一直以来我都是用电脑键盘来打出我想要“写”的中文，一个个正正方方的方块字，从来都是那么的整齐，每一篇都是写得那么的顺畅。刚才，令我无法相信的事竟然发生在我身上。怎么会是我？怎么可能？
All the time, I used computer keyboard to type in Chinese. It never be a problem for me to "write" a few thousand to million characters. And everytime, all these articles were so neat and "almost perfect" for me. Somehow, something terrible just happened to me just now.

刚才因为工作需要，当我执起桌面的原子笔，要亲手写下之前的中文翻译，我竟然忘记了很多中文字。这些字，对我来说，根本就没可能忘记，可是我眼睁睁地看着桌面的白纸，我竟然可以想不起每个字的笔画，也写不出字来。没有可能！虽然我的中文字体向来都不写得很好，可是不至于“不会写”吧？后来，我唯有用电脑把要写的字先用键盘打在电脑荧幕上，然后再用手“抄”下来。。。
Just now, I was trying to take up a ball pen to write down the mandarin translation as required at work. But, I couldn't write. I really couldn't believe my eyes and staring at the blank paper in front of me. I forgot the word and I did not know how to start. Though my handwriting has never been written beautifully, but it couldn't be that worst where I do not know how to write? In the end, I used computer keyboard to type out the word that I want and then follow the word and wrote on the paper.

这样的失败挫折，我真的感到很难过，是科技发达的错，还是我们滥用科技的错？还是，我们都没错，而是时代的进步把我们给退化了？
I really feel bad for this kind of failure, should I blame to the advance technologies, or blame it on myself instead for over depend on the technology? Or, it's not our fault. May be, I changed because of the comfort of improving lifestyle and keep moving forward without looking back at ourself, and our past. Therefore, I've forgotten...