It's A Complicated Monday心情掺杂的星期一

This morning woke up, felt so unwilling to work. I wonder when this kind of feeling will stop and there will be a day where I could wake up happily and aggresively go to work...and thinking about the CRM database has been corrupted on Sunday, I know it gotta be another hectic days waiting for me.
今天早上起床，非常不愿意的去上班。我想，这样的感觉何时才能停止？什么时候，我可以有个机会兴高采烈的去上班，而不是赖在床上躲在棉被内希望外面的天空仍是漆黑的。再想到CRM自星期天出现状况，更不想回去面对一连串头疼的日子。

Last night slept pretty late after attending my former colleague's wedding. During the dinner, I imagined just another 7 months, my single life for years will be officially annouce to an end. I am pleased to have someone that treasure our love and really care about me. I really appreciate for everything that he done for me and will does for me, as well as for his family for treating me like their own. I think I will also smile happiliy like my friend, with someone standing next to me and with hands hold tight. The night was great, the dinner was fine, my dream was sweet, I felt happy for the weekend.
昨晚出席朋友的喜宴，回家后很夜才入睡。在宴席中，我联想到再多七个月，我的单身生涯也将会宣布结束。感激他对我的关怀和体谅，并很庆幸他的家人可以融洽相处。那天的来临，我想我也会和我朋友一样幸福。昨晚的心情好好、晚宴也很开心、睡梦也很圆满，我的周末过得很充实。

They are the people who add colours into my life. 为我的生活增添色彩的一群好友。

But somehow, listening to my favourite songs now with a complicated feeling. Sometimes, things will still haunt you no matter how you're trying to avoid. You know you do not care anymore but when you see it with your eyes, you just realise and wonders why are you still care? And, memory flashes...with the songs that have brought me through every difficult moments in life. Indeed, life still goes on though I failed to find excuses to forget the tearing parts...

可是现在的我听着我喜欢的歌曲，却百般感触。有时候，有些事情就会在不经意的追缠不放，无论你是有意逃避还是无心装载。当你还以为自己不在乎，可是当事情摆在眼前，你才质疑自己为什么还是在意的？回忆的画面，一幕幕的在脑海出现。。。纳入陪你一起走过的歌曲。的确，生活依然继续，虽然有些时候，我无法为伤心找个更好的理由。

Tomorrow I do not have to work because will participate in a charity program with my other colleagues to help out the poor little Indian children for their deepavali. Hopefully a kind act could bring to the others, and myself a touch of happiness.

明天不用上班，因为参与一项慈善节目，协助一群贫穷的印裔小朋友庆祝佳节。希望给于一颗慈善的心，为别人和自己带来一丝的快乐。