Go North - Sekinchan! 北上 - 适根庄

It was not the first time I went back hometown. Well, I do not have to explain more, let's the pictures do the talking this time. The sunset was so beautiful when we were on our back home. (^_^)
回家乡已经不是什么新鲜事，所以也不用我多说吧！当天的夕阳依旧美丽，再次让我无法不爱我的家乡。好吧，看图去！

But at last, I must say, the salted crabs in Sekinchan is the best of the best! And the lala-jian (fried clam with egg and flour paste) is also worth a try especial eat together with the crab or serve with a mug of beer. (^_^)

不过，最后不得不提的是，我家乡的盐炬蟹还是一样非常好吃！外壳有点咸咸的海盐味，虽然和壳内鲜中带甜的蟹肉有着强烈的对比，可是却巧妙的带出海鲜应有的新鲜度和口感，我一直都是给这一道菜5颗星！另外还可以点个啦啦煎来当陪衬品，喝口冰冻啤酒，简直就是：爽啊！

Go South - Melaka! 南下 - 马六甲!

Last weekend was Hari Raya, also a continuously 4 days no-work holiday for me. The first two days of my day-off break, I went to Melaka with my man and also brought along my "little" cousin sister. *What a big lightbulb, huh?* Haha, no lah, just kidding! We don't mind to bring her along since she is always so "lonely". :P

上个星期连续4天的假期，不用上班的头两天，我们（加上一个小妹妹）开车到马六甲，来个两天一夜的旅程。虽然有个“大灯泡”，但我们还是玩得蛮开心的。（没有啦，开玩笑的啦！）哈哈！

Our car had a little accident where the driver's window broke out of sudden. We were shock and it just happened in a blink.
在去马六甲的路程中发生一点小意外，司机座的车镜不知何故的突然破了。我们都被吓了一跳！不过人没受伤就好。买的马票也没开出来，欠一个字就中三奖！不然，我们的马六甲之旅肯定玩得更尽兴！:P

We have no idea why it was broken because there was no wind, no stone, nothing seem possible could break the glass at a driving speed not exceeding more than 15 kilometer per hour. We drove slowly to Melaka and luckily we found a mechanic shop that was still opened and managed to fix the window for us but it was charged RM200 just for a side window.
其实我们也不晓得镜子为什么会无端端破掉，当时的风并不大，也不是被小石头击破，当时车速也没超过15时速。所以我们也想不透到底是什么原因造成的，也许是为了挡掉不好的事情发生？（想多了）。幸好给我们找到一家修理汽车的，也把镜子装上了，虽然要付整整200元，不过就当作破财挡灾吧！

Well, after having Satay Celup for dinner, we also spent a night a Jonker Walk and then last minute looked for a room to stay at Holiday Inn.
在车子还未修理好的同时，我们便去了当地蛮出名的食店，吃沙爹蔗碌(Satay Celup啦)。然后趁时间还早便到附近的夜市逛逛。过后再去脚底按摩，直到时间也太晚了，才去找酒店入宿一晚。

It was my first time been to Jonker Walk and I was actually a little disappointed, and it was just a normal night market and nothing much special foods to eat actually. However, I did enjoy to slowly walk around, have some Asam Laksa and spent them a foot reflexology which cost RM35 for an hour.
这次是我第一次到马六甲的鸡场街文化坊，虽然有点失望，不过就这样闲逛的吃点Asam Lasak和煎堆(cendol)，再来个一小时才35元的脚底按摩，其实还好。

The next day we went back to somewhere near Jonker Walk to have the famous Chicken rice ball, but the crowd was so scary and the queue was so long. We gave up due to the hot sun and went to another restaurant nearby which seems not that popular, but still have to wait for about half an hour for our turn.

隔天睡醒便再次回到鸡场街文化坊附近吃鸡粒饭。原本要去那间最有名的，可是大排长龙的人群，真的有给吓到！然后我们唯有换地方到邻近的“没有那么出名”的饭店，但也一样要等上整半个小时。
We walked around and took a few pictures before went back to KL early before dawn because the next day we will have to drive another 2 hours heading to north Malaysia. :P
午餐后边到红屋附近走走拍拍照片，便提早回KL了，因为隔天还要北上回家乡。:P

To be honest, this was my 3rd visit to Melaka! Haha! Though there are nothing much to do in Melaka, but I do always miss their Satay Celup which I hardly find in KL. And, I would love to go with him again on my next visit, if any. (^_^)
老实说，这是我第三回到马六甲游玩，那里真的没什么特别吸引我。虽然我蛮喜欢吃那里的沙爹蔗碌，不过我还是希望我们会再次回游。(^_^)

I could be a real idiot!我可以很白痴！

Nothing to do today and stay at home watch this idiot animation - The Prison Rabbit (direct translate from Chinese).
今天没什么事情做，就是留在家里闲闷，看我最近在看的“兔子监狱”。

My man said I am really idiot, watch this kind of stupid show, but when every time I watch, he laugh louder than me. *sweat*
他说我真的很白痴，看这种超废的卡通。我承认自己有时真白痴，可是每次看这卡通时，笑到最大声的却是他。哈哈哈！

Loreal

Welcome to the Loreal Auction market! (*~*) Sweat! Just kidding!
欢迎来到Loreal拍卖场！哈哈！

All these were bought from my last visit to Loreal warehouse sale with my colleagues at Corus Hotel, Jalam Ampang.

不是啦，这些都是上一次去在Corus酒店举办的Loreal Warehouse购入的胜利品。

Actually, I have only bought a cleanser and night moisturizer for myself. The rest are all bought for my sister and her sister-in-law. I hardly imagine how could they finish the cleansers? Hopefully they are not wash their face 10 times in a day! Haha!

其实，这里只有一支洗脸霜和一瓶滋润晚霜是我的，其余的都是帮我姐姐和她老公的妹妹买的。我真的不明白她们怎会要买那么多，难不成一天洗十次脸？哈哈！

Well, it was my first time been to Loreal warehouse sale and the products selling at a very low price which is about 50-60% off the market price. The cleanser is only selling at RM10 each, moisturizer RM20-25, while the shampoo or conditioner are only RM12-15 each.
这是我第一次去Loreal的平卖场，不过，也许就是太便宜了吧，所以才会买那么多。洗脸霜平均售价才10零吉、脸霜20-25零吉，而洗发精和润发素也才那12-15零吉而已，美白的、抗老的、保湿的，选择蛮多的。

But I would recommend do not keep the sale item for too long, or try to use with a year, else they might have very high chances of getting expired. Of course, do take a look at their expiry date or the manufacturing date. Usually, a brand new skincare of bodycare can keep in store for 5 years, but after you have opened, it could only keep or use to the maximum of 2 years.
但，我还是建议如果想买这种类似减价产品的话，别摆放太久，以免过期。如果可以的话，尽量在一年内用完，最多也别超过两年，还要注意产品的生产日期或有效日期。普通来说，一瓶全新的护肤品或洗发精，依据生产日期未开封的话可以摆放4-5年，但如果开封过后，就顶多可以保持两年。所以，要特别留意喔！

And, I am now officially announce that you are now at www.jesswai.com. Million thanks to my man for giving me a domain name. May be some of you may wonder why I changed my blog address. Well, may be I just want it to be more identical and sometimes, not all the questions will have an ideal answer. As long as we feel comfortable and happy with it, why not? (^_^) Of course, thanks for visiting my blog too!
还有，如果你稍微有留意到，我的网址该了以我自己为名的www.jesswai.com。真的要特别感谢我的男人给我一个专属网址。也许你们会问我，为什么要换？也许，我想让我的部落更加属于自己吧！也就是说，jesswai就是我，我就是jesswai (jess是jessica的缩写)。加上，不是每个问题都有一个满意的答案，只要你喜欢，只要你觉得舒服，为什么不呢？当然，也感谢到过我部落格的朋友啦。(^_^)

Lazy to blog? 是我懒惰了吗？

Am I too lazy to blog lately? Because I got a complain from my reader who asked why I have stopped blogging for a week!
有读者投诉说我已经整整一个星期没有PO文了。是我懒惰了吗？

Well, I am actually not lazy, it just that I was and I am still enjoying my long break holiday. How could I spend all my time blogging instead of giving myself a true rest? No task, no boundaries, no worries, just relax and lazy. Doing nothing but sleep, eat, watch TV, that's what I really want. After a 4 days Hari Raya break, I started work yesterday but today I took half-day MC (medical leave) due to bad running nose. I took a few hours nap after taking medicine and then cooked dinner for my man and my future "father-in-law" (haha!). Nothing much to cook actually, just a normal fried rice and roasted duck. Well, tomorrow is weekend and I can still have another 2 more days off again.
其实不是的，我并没有懒惰写文，而是我想利用这一次难得的长假好好的休息，重新插电。（因为我之前真的感到很累，就像一粒快没电的电磁一样。）所以，自上个星期开始，我便什么都不做，就是睡觉、吃饭、看电视或和家人相聚。虽然昨日已经开始上班了，可是今天却因为鼻子闹伤风，所以拿了半天病假，在家里吃药小睡，然后傍晚煮饭给我的男人和“未来老爷”吃。其实没什么，就是简单的炒饭和烧鸭。他好像真的很喜欢吃我拿手的炒饭，尤其是蛤蜊炒饭。

After this week, I think I have enough rest to recharge my motivation to work. That's a good thing for me.
我想，休闲的过了这个周末后，我是时候在重新出发，努力工作了，这么长时间的休息，其实也很足够了。　

This two months are wedding month. I have so many wedding dinner to attend and I will be attending wedding dinner continuously in the coming weekend. I did feel bad for unable to attend the Blogger Award, but I believe they will forgive me and share their joy of the night. Well done, mybloggercon!
这两个星期好日子实在太多，因为婚礼特别多。接下来的几个星期，都有喜筵要出席。所以，这一次的部落格祭我无法出席，实在感到很抱歉。希望主办当局大人有大量，不会生气吧！当然也希望当晚的盛事可以顺利进行，也希望有实力的博客实至名归，皆大欢喜吧！

Alright, let's continue when I am ready to blog and share with you guys some of my happy memories and photos taken this few days from south to north. Yes, I travelled to Melaka, then went to north back to my hometown. So, wait for my coming posts, ok? (^_^)
好了，暂时先写到这里，我等“准备”好了在继续吧，因为有太多的开心事和照片想和大家分享，这次的假期，我可是南下北上，去了趟古城马六甲，和北上回家乡。要等我喔！(^_^)

我真的失败透了！I am really sucks!

我不知道你们是否和我一样，还是我真的失败快到了极点！
I am not sure if any of you have this kind of experience like me, or I am really sucks?

事情是这样的，一直以来我都是用电脑键盘来打出我想要“写”的中文，一个个正正方方的方块字，从来都是那么的整齐，每一篇都是写得那么的顺畅。刚才，令我无法相信的事竟然发生在我身上。怎么会是我？怎么可能？
All the time, I used computer keyboard to type in Chinese. It never be a problem for me to "write" a few thousand to million characters. And everytime, all these articles were so neat and "almost perfect" for me. Somehow, something terrible just happened to me just now.

刚才因为工作需要，当我执起桌面的原子笔，要亲手写下之前的中文翻译，我竟然忘记了很多中文字。这些字，对我来说，根本就没可能忘记，可是我眼睁睁地看着桌面的白纸，我竟然可以想不起每个字的笔画，也写不出字来。没有可能！虽然我的中文字体向来都不写得很好，可是不至于“不会写”吧？后来，我唯有用电脑把要写的字先用键盘打在电脑荧幕上，然后再用手“抄”下来。。。
Just now, I was trying to take up a ball pen to write down the mandarin translation as required at work. But, I couldn't write. I really couldn't believe my eyes and staring at the blank paper in front of me. I forgot the word and I did not know how to start. Though my handwriting has never been written beautifully, but it couldn't be that worst where I do not know how to write? In the end, I used computer keyboard to type out the word that I want and then follow the word and wrote on the paper.

这样的失败挫折，我真的感到很难过，是科技发达的错，还是我们滥用科技的错？还是，我们都没错，而是时代的进步把我们给退化了？
I really feel bad for this kind of failure, should I blame to the advance technologies, or blame it on myself instead for over depend on the technology? Or, it's not our fault. May be, I changed because of the comfort of improving lifestyle and keep moving forward without looking back at ourself, and our past. Therefore, I've forgotten...

Office Lady 17-09-2009 上班女郎

The picture taken this time was not very clear and the mirror wasn’t that “clean”! Think it’s time to do some homework huh!
这次拍的照片不是很清楚，加上镜子有点不是很干净，我看是时候要帮忙做家务了。哈哈！

Masking Time ：又是做脸时间

Hi all, it’s beauty treat again!
又是扮美美的时间啦！
This time I was trying the Shiseido Hydra-Therady Whitening Essence sheet mask.
这次使用的是资生堂的羊胎素再生面膜。
This mask is very rich in placenta extracts, collagen, Vitamin B5 and moisturizing agent Phytantriol, and etc. It could breakdown melanin, balance oil secretion and maintain skin moisture level, effectively promotes cell regeneration capabilities and at the same time to provide protection and deep hydration to the skin.
此片状的面膜含有胎盘素卒取、胶原蛋白、维他命B5、高效保湿因子Phytantriol等，能分解黑色素，均匀水分及油脂分泌，有效促进细胞再生功能，提供深层保护和补充水分。

According to some information online, this mask could be recycled or re-used for three times, as long as you keep it into the refrigerator after used. Well, I have not tried it so far and I am not able to give 100% guarantee or advise to judge on the credibility of this method. In fact, I usually only used once because this mask is not very expensive!
有消息提供说，此面膜可以连环使用三次，只要把用后的面膜放入冰箱冷藏，然后可以隔天在敷用。我没有试过，也不知道这偏方的可信度。所以我本身就只用一次，因为此面膜又不是很贵，用一次就够了啦！不用节省到用了再用吧！

But to be honest, for me the result was below moderate satisfactory level only if compare with any other of my favourite sheet masks. However, it is quite moisturizing still.
不过老实说，这个面膜让我感到有保湿以外，其实功效也还好而已，加上面膜本身并没有什么特别味道，所以并不是非常的喜欢。

As like any other sheet mask, all you require to do is thoroughly washed you face, well toned with you routine toner, then take out the mask and slowly put it on your face and leave it to stay on about 15-20 minutes. After then, slowly massage the leftover essence to make sure it is all absorbed. You may prefer to wash your face again with clean water, but I do not find it is necessary as this kind of paper mask usually contain concentrated essence which do not require to wash off or wipe off.
如同其他纸面膜一样，彻底洗干净脸蛋，在抹涂化妆水后，便可以撕开面膜，慢慢地敷在脸上，让其停留大约15-20分钟即可。这类似纸面膜通常都含有浓缩精华素，使用后可以不用以清水再次洗干净脸，只要用指腹轻轻地让营养液完全给吸收即可，要是你比较喜欢再次洗干净也可以，不过我就认为这样是有点浪费的喔！(^_^)

Beckofen & Groove Junction again

Finally, I moved to my second sister's house last night. Well, the sleep was still alright but had a terrifying nightmare. But I am still happy today because I did not come in late to work! I reached office at 8:50am, can you believe this? OMG, after the past million thousand days in my working life! Hahaha!
这一天终于到了！我终于在昨晚搬入二姐家住了，开始有少许的不习惯，不过还好昨晚睡的那张床是我从旧家搬过去的，至少有一点点的归属感。不过，我却做了一个可怕的恐怖杀人恶梦，害我连上厕所都不敢。哈哈！但是，也有令我感到开心的事，就是。。。。我今天上班没有迟到诶！！！我尽然在８点５０分抵达公司！天啊，在那千千万万天过后，终于等到这一天了！哈哈哈哈！

But now my only concern is, I have nothing much to do at my sister house. I have no internet connectivity at home and even my ideal RM49 P1Wimax package also has no coverage at my area. Not only this, they do not have Astro at home, my sister does not want to apply because of her kid. In this case, I might need to think in depth what can I actually do? Get a wireless broadband? But the current telco only have promotion for their postpaid user. *sigh* Guess the only thing I can do at home in order to KILL my time is to read and to draw. Well, may be it is good to cultivate a good habit and also to improve my drawing skill. (^_^)
只不过，我现在烦恼的就是那里的闷可不是盖的。连我最理想的49元P1Wimax配套也没有网络覆盖，还有就是家里没有华丽台啊！那晚上我可以做什么？我看，用来数的绵羊也足够全人类地球食用了！哈哈！虽然，我可以考虑其他的无线上网优惠，哎呀，这样有要多花一笔钱了。想想，也许我唯一可以做的就是多看书、杂志或者画画。这样其实也好，可以多充实自己和顺便练习作画，也可培养自己的“气质”细胞，因为已经所剩不多了！（我曾有过吗？）哈哈哈！

Well, last Friday after work went to Hartamas to have dinner and to celebrate girlfriend's birthday at Groove Junction.
上个星期五放工后约了朋友到Hartamas吃晚餐，然后到附近的Groove Junction爵士酒廊与朋友庆生。

Well, again I brought my friends to have early dinner at Beckofen before heading to Groove Junction. They all loved the food served, especially Carbonara, it's so creamy and tasty. We loved the Teppanyaki Chicken fried rice too though it was my second time having this special fried rice with garlic and slight cheese. The restaurant is just opposite Guardian pharmacy and same row with this Spicy Mamak restaurant.
那一晚，我建议带好友们到我觉得蛮不错的Beckofen“面包铺”用膳。当晚我们点的食物都出奇的好吃，尤其是带有奶油芝士和bacon的Carbonara，味道恰好，而且香味浓郁，一点也不油腻。当然还有他们家的招牌铁板鸡肉炒饭，巧妙的加入爆香过的大蒜和少许芝士奶酪，可以说是百吃不厌，那天是我第二次回访此店。这家食楼是在Guardian药局对面，或与Spicy么么档同一排店铺。　
Just look at the Carbonara of the night, it's all covered up with creamy sauce and bacons, their chef was so generous! Haha!
看看意大利面条上的奶酪和配酱，铺得满满的一碟，他们的厨师真的很大方！哈哈！
This was the grill chicken with thick mushroom gravy. It's delicious too! Yeah, forgot to remind that the fried rice we order was extra large portion. It's just nice for 2 person sharing. But you would never stopped eating even though if your stomach is already fully stuffed with foods. I did not take the picture because I have taken it during my last visit. You may interested to take a look at my previous post, http://fairy-j.blogspot.com/2009/06/beckofen.html
这也是当晚点的煎烤鸡排，配上特制的蘑菇酱汁，非常的美味。对了！忘了提醒说那里的炒饭分量非常惊人。一个人分量的炒饭对我们来说，足以让两个人吃到趴在地上！哈哈！不过，这个招牌炒饭就是有一种独特的力量让你受不住诱惑，就算撑坏了肚子都还想继续吃！

"Please Smoke" at the smoking zone. Err-hem....
挂在墙角上的摆设，呼吁大家“请吸烟”！哈哈！

Guess what is this? This is an ashtray. It is so cute, right?

猜猜这是什么？铛！铛！这就其实是烟灰缸。非常独特吧！

Well, if the above photos quality irritated your viewing, please do forgive me because I forgot to bring my camera out that night and all were taken with my mobile phone. (^_^) But do trust me, their foods are awesome! *slurpppp*
最后，如果以上的相片质地给你带来困扰或影响视线的话，请多多原谅喔！因为我当晚忘了带相机，所以都只好用手机拍下来了。(^_^)不过，请一定要相信我，这间餐馆的食物真的很好吃，又便宜，可以说“大件夹抵吃”！*流口水了*

After dinner, we went proceeded to Groove Junction, a very nice Jazz bar to celebrate my girl friends birthday. The Jazz band of the night was performed by David Gomez, an awesome Jazz band, especial him! He is so charming when playing on Saxophone. OMG, I just so in-love with guy who could play well in this instrument, I miss "my" Kenny G the entire night. Haha!
晚餐后，我们便继续我们的饭后娱乐，到爵士酒廊。我慢慢开始喜欢这间酒廊了，不是因为我爱喝酒，而是这里的老板非常的亲切。加上当晚的演奏者也非常的棒，吹萨克斯管的外国佬也蛮英俊一下下的。哈哈！一整晚喝着啤酒，听者动人的乐曲，我心里有一点点想念“我的”肯尼基（是Kenny-G,不是肯德基！）哎哟！开玩笑的啦！不过，如果喝的是红酒的话，可能气氛会更佳！

Come and take a look at the photos taken that night! 来看看相片吧！

Does he good looking? Haha!

他是不是蛮帅呢？哈哈！

Charles & Keith's Bag （手提包包）

In my previous post, I introduced this brand which originated from Singapore and also mentioned that I bought a pair of heels from Charles & Keith last two weeks. I really love their shoes so much! And did I ever mention that their in house bags are pretty trendy too? Furthermore, they are not very expensive and selling at around RM100-RM200 depends on the design.
之前在我的部落介绍过来自新加坡的品牌，Charles & Keith，自言蛮喜欢它家售卖的鞋子和设计，我也许忘了提到此品牌的手提包或包包设计也非常的潮流，而且一点也不会很贵，平均售价介于百多两百元左右。

Image courtesy of (图片来自)www.charleskeith.com

If you are interest to have a look at their online catalog, you may visit their official website at http://www.charleskeith.com/ But the design and selection may not be very complete. So, I would suggest if you could pay a visit at their outlet at Mid Valley or Pavilion mall.
有兴趣的朋友也许可以浏览此品牌的官方网页http://www.charleskeith.com/ 但是选择可能比较有限。所以嘛，我还是建议如时间允许的话，可以亲临在谷中城或Pavilion百货的店铺，可以试穿和慢慢选择。

This is one of the design from Charles & Keith which is also selling around hundred bucks. I like the giant ribbon that is so eye-catchy and pretty much cater your romance requirement and look trendy at the same time.
这款来自同一个品牌的黑色亮皮包包，很好看吧！售价也是百多而已。加上包包独特的蝴蝶新颖设计，真的很适合喜欢浪漫主义的美眉们。

Do you notice that this entry is posted with English and Chinese? Yeah, I do hope for those who may not be able to read in either one of the language could also understand the content. It is actually quite frustrated when some people told me that they did not really know what I was posting in my blog(was it also because that I am a lousy blogger?*sob*sob*). In order to minimize the disappointment, I will try to translate to suit your reading habits, but it only applies if I have enough time, ok?
你们有没有发现这篇文我是用双中英语呢？这是因为曾经有朋友“投诉”说他们看不明白我所写的内容（有可能我写得不够好？哈哈！）。所以，为了能够方便浏览我的部落的朋友，同时也希望可以更快速的表达我想分享的，如果时间也一样允许的话，我会多花少许的时间做翻译。(^_^) 真是用心良苦啊！

入围第三届大马中文部落格祭

昨晚临睡前看到留言获知自己之前支持的第三届大马中文部落格祭中入围决赛。无论如何，还是要感谢制作单位这么“给面子”。(^_^)



不过说真的，每次看回写过的文章或部落，都会发现自己错字繁多或用词简陋，比起所看过其他参赛者的作品，可以称得上小巫见大巫，因为他们的文法和词语运用真的太好了，自感有点后悔中学时期没有好好的认真上华文课，更没有认真的阅读其他书籍。

不过，男友也一直安慰我说，其实我写的东西也不赖啦！是吗？见仁见智吧！哈哈！不过，无可否认，我每次写作或部落铺文虽然非常的有“速度”，一篇几千个字的文章，我可以瞬间完成。因为我就是想到什么就写什么的人，我从来不会构思我该如何用词，如何写一篇大家都喜欢的字眼。但是，我都是在用“心”去写每一个字。所以，如果大家在看我的参作时发现错字连篇，或者用词俗气，可别见怪喔！（大家也别误会我是在这儿卖花赞花香，我可不是咧。）

再一次谢谢制作单位和所有到访过本女子的部落格的朋友们。(^_^)

凌晨一点钟

人若开始怀念以前的事物，慢慢开始想念曾经在生活出现过的人时，这一切都是年龄开始增长了的症状，也代表说自己开始变老了。

当年龄岁数越来越高，思想回忆反而开始往后退，也许这是人们口中常说的“返老还童”。

时间在我还来不及检讨自己、看看自己的现在，已经不停地紧逼脚步往前冲。这种感觉，常常让我感到莫名的忧虑，害怕一直往前走的未知，可是另一方面，脑袋却顽固地和不停前进的步伐唱反调，不时留恋从前，这种不平衡的协调，反而加重了忧虑的负担。

还有不到一年的时间，将会是我这个女人生命中的另一个人生阶段。即将踏入婚姻的陌生，对我来说，开心之余就是担忧。这一段日子，我就一直提醒自己，别把婚姻期望太高，因为理想中的婚姻，不是任何时候都能如愿以偿，往往期望越高，失望也会更高。可是，必须用心和将心比心（一旦交出真心，难免有一点点期望），才能够经营一段完美的婚姻两性关系，甚至，要顾虑到身边人和枕边人的感受。心、性、信，是他告诉我的，我也一直拼命的警惕自己，虽然我未必能够做到最好。

女人，步入婚姻这个阶段，如果新婚生活无法做到二人世界，接着烦恼的，应该就是完全介入新的生活环境，以及和最亲以外的“家人”住在同一屋檐下。平时的生活习惯，无论是好的，还是坏的，都必须考虑到其他人。就连平常迟归、迟醒等的习惯，也要重新考虑是否需要得到改善，就是害怕他人未必可以做到如同亲生父母般的迁就和纵容。加上从此就和习惯了这么多年的单身告别，此后的人生路上，无论做什么都好，都要优先想到家庭。要知道，有些习惯，不是三天两夜就可以改变。

我这个人，就是喜欢“想太多”。而且，越想越迷惑，也越害怕，甚至有种感觉血脉不停的涌进心脏，导致心脏扑通扑通地跳，甚至有点脑充血的压力。

我不敢说，这是不是过早的婚前忧郁症？不过，这些有的没的，相信的确会是每个女人的烦恼。

把话说回来，最近脑袋老是和不停往前走的步伐唱反调，回想以前的人与事。我，很想念以前读书的生活，想起在一起疯狂过的老朋友、老同学。我，想起很多人，想起了爸妈、想起了Kiki（在老家的贵宾狗）、想念我的小侄女、想念我睡过的床、想念去过的地方、想起以前充满斗志的自己。。。想到明天要真的搬入二姐的家、想到要重新适应新环境的恐惧和不安。　
她的名字叫Kiki，脾性有点疯疯癫癫的，从她还是小宝宝开始就一直在我们身边的“傻大姐”。

就这样想着、想着，觉得鸵鸟其实并一定不笨，它把头埋进泥坑中，虽然外人都笑它傻，讽刺它的愚蠢，可是这样的它却可以看不见、听不到，也不会有烦恼，这是它个人认为可以获得最自在安心的方式。每个人选择的路和处理事情的方式都可能会有分歧，别人不认同的不一定是错的，你不认同别人的不代表自己一定是对的，换个角度来看同一件事情，视乎我们是以什么心态来对待每一件事。有时候，挑选自己想看的事，或者只听自己想听的事，未必就是一件坏事。

人生，到底有多长？还会走多久呢？我们都不会知道。人生短暂，也许我觉得我是个想太多、顾虑太多，处理方式也未必是被认同的，可是我会尽量去学习，学习跌倒了如何再次爬起来，学习如何与人相处，学习如何可以做到较好，学习如何让自己再来一个微笑。

刚才在写着一篇部落之前，看到博客的留言，通知我说恭喜入围了第三届大马部落格祭奖项。男友问我有什么感想。说真的，我并没有特别的感想，可能适逢出现在最近忧虑的季节，甚至，我开始有点害怕起来。也许，这样也好，我们华人不是时常都靠些开心的事来“冲喜”的吗？“冲喜”如果真的可以赶走忧虑，我希望好事连连。　　

不过好的事情好象都比较快消失，休闲的周末又结束了，明天还得上班。现在已经是凌晨１点钟，还是早点睡吧！晚安，希望昨夜的豪雨可以今晚重现，下雨的夜晚，沙沙滴滴的雨声就如催眠曲般，总是让人容易入睡。　

我的妈妈

这篇部落的标题，感觉好像在写小学作文一样。但是，有时想念，也是一种甜蜜。

感觉上，一直以为我比较喜欢爸爸，尤其小时候。因为给零用钱的总是爸爸，我要什么就给我什么的都是爸爸，每次生病带我去看医生的也是爸爸，而每次讲话都比较斯文体贴的还是爸爸。所以，我都比较偏向爸爸。一路来，我好像稍微忽略了妈妈。

每次在家，都可以听到妈妈那把宏亮的嗓子和毫不保留的笑声，还有鲜少打扮的欧巴桑潮流以及一张自然美的素脸。妈妈平常都不化妆，除了有特别喜宴或日子才会让我们把她涂上粉底液和口红，还记得有一年三姐婚礼时，我下手太重，相片里的她，不但妆太厚，而且脸太白可是颈项太黑，就是那种换作是我的话，我是宁可死，也不肯踏出家门的。可是她一点也没有埋怨，也很开心的欣赏所有相片。

这两年回乡，妈妈的声音和笑声虽然依旧，可是，岁月痕迹毫不留情的在她身上狠狠地显露无疑，以前拿着藤鞭追着我打的恶少妇，现在已经步伐开始缓慢了。白发顽固的在妈妈乌黑的头发上蔓延，毫不输亏给脸上的皱纹。无论外型还是性格，都开始改变了。不过妈妈年纪大了，却也变得更慈祥了。　

妈妈年轻时候的样子，非常年轻，应该就十多二十岁吧。

我有时很恨自己，为什么就是那么的不体人情，为什么就是那么的假装潇洒，平常用来向男友撒娇的技巧，从来都不晓得套用在妈妈身上。我很少拨电回家，不是因为我不想住在老家的爸爸妈妈，而是每次拿起听筒，我都不知道该说些什么。所以妈妈，对不起，让你总是埋怨我从来都不打电话回家。我不想一次又一次的感到自己是多么的失败，对着听筒也都只是会说些门面话而已。

“妈，你没出去吗？”（废话，出去了怎样接听电话？）“妈，你吃饱了吗？”（太过客气了啦，妈饿了会吃啊？）“妈，最近工作辛苦吗？记得有什么重的东西、爬高爬底的事情，就别自己做了，让工人去做，好吗？”（每次谈话都是重复又重复的吩咐，毫无新意。）“妈，你在做什么？”（傻的，当然就是在跟我讲电话啦！）“妈，你的脚上次弄伤了，还疼吗？”（那已经是很多个月，甚至半年前的事啦！还在问？）“妈。。。”（开始不知道要说什么了，惨！）“妈。。。Err，爸呢？”（我要找的不是妈吗？）“哦，没有什么啦，只是问问而已。。。那。。。Sam Sam呢？”（然后由点预感好像谈话要结束了。）“是吗？那让我听听她的声音吧。”（就这样，我们的谈话总是在第三者之后结束。）

回家的日子，不是每天都有。所以，除了一有时间便抽空回家，我其实多么希望我们的谈话可以多久一些，可是，对我来说，简直就是难以登天。

所以，我宁愿多点回家，因为面对面的情况相差太大了。在妈妈身旁，总会感到好幸福洋溢，跟在她身旁，让我感到妈妈的关怀和贴心。虽然妈妈有时都会很唠叨，可是我一点也不在意，因为被唠叨的感觉比在电话里头的尴尬好多了。

每一次，妈妈都会选择最后一个人吃饭，她总是怕我们坐得太迫挤，所以会迟点才吃。她的举止让我想起以前读书时，她也都一样会最后一个吃饭，吃完剩下的冷冻菜肴。我每次都会“骂”她，因为这样冷冻的菜肴比较不好吃，加上摆放久的菜，往往都会有油脂沉淀的盘底，一点都不健康。可是，她好像都讲不听的说。

还有的是，妈妈还是一样喜欢和我们坐在一起看电视，虽然她还是老样子的，总是没有耐心把戏看完，也没有专心在看戏。我觉得，她是想融入我们的世界，就和我一样，喜欢和家人坐在看戏，哪怕电视上只有黑白荧幕？

其实，我知道妈妈每次看戏都会睡着，因为以前读书时，她都是看戏看到一半就睡着的，无论在家或者是在戏院。而且平常都很早睡，通常９点多就上床睡觉了，因为习惯了隔天要很早起床。她每天４－５点就起床准备该做的东西，这点我可是一点都遗传不到的。

但是，每次我们回去，她总是喜欢陪伴我们看戏，然后也迟迟不睡，因为她的孩子们每个都是夜猫子，没到２－３点是睡不着的。我知道她是想多和我们聚在一块儿，所以我也一直提醒她快点去睡，多点休息。

这些年来，妈妈为了家庭，为了她的孩子，捱了不少苦，留了不少泪水和汗水。回想当年我还很小的时候，曾经听过她嚷着要离婚，可是她说她不舍得我们，也丢不下我们。就是为了我们，她现在还是我挚爱的妈妈。妈妈，真的谢谢你，没有丢下我不理。也谢谢你，让我深切明了母爱的伟大。也是你，让我知道女人不可以单靠男人，只要自己有能力，并不担心过得不好。

可是妈妈，你知不知道，你可不是真的神奇女侠，不要什么事都硬着头皮去哽，要多点休息，别一味去体谅别人，要多点关心自己，因为我不想看到你皱皱的头额上，还要继续的流汗，更不想在你眼里，看到一丝委屈。　

妈妈，我爱你。这句话，我从来没有对你说过，我希望有一天，我会有天跌下来给我的勇气，大声地对你说：我爱你!

妈妈和Sam Sam的脚，这是我拍过的相片中，最令我难过感动的。每次看到这张相片，眼泪都会跑到眼眶里。这是用简单的数码相机拍的。是谁说，拍照一定要用昂贵的单镜相机？对我来说，最完美的相片，就是可以带来感动，有意义的相片。一张简单的画面，强烈带出想表达的意愿、浓厚的回忆，以及画面里头的故事与意义，更不需要特别的摄影技巧。

Lately

Weekend will be here again tomorrow and it seems like last weekend just passed yesterday. Time seems passing through extremely fast like rocket, but there's nothing happened or what I have really done actually.

Forget about the bored to dead working life, there's something caught my attention lately - DSLR!

Yes, I am learning (or play around) with DSLR recently and I am really happy that finally I know the basic rules to operate and define the setting requirements for a basic shot. I thought I have lost interest and the passion of owning a DSLR at the begining where I realised it was pretty difficult to get it all started. During the last photoshooting at Ulu Langat waterfall with my 9 months gonna be hubby and cousin sister, I was totally blank and clueless about the DSLR in hand, either Canon or Nikon. Dammit! I was frustrated and suspecting myself on my passion in photo-taking. I felt sad actually. And, I found that operating a higher end single lens camera is very very much different from operating my Pinky (Sony Cypershot point-and-shoot compact camera). After then, I gave up. But now, it seems like I was wrong. I love DSLR! Praying so hard for having one for myself soon. *giggling*

Well, tonight will be going for birthday celebration with my buddies...but for some reason, I am actually quite dissapointed. I just don't know how they define the word 'friend'? Well, well, well, whatever it is...

By when? Just when? When I could have enough money to do anything I would love to do? I am really sick of what I am currently working as...

死别好笑咯！

昨天“又”是一个难忘的早上，因为我吃了满口的蚂蚁！（一想到当时的情景，毛孔都竖起了！）

事情是这样的，我因为赶时间去上班，出门前便随手拿了放在柜橱摆着前一晚特地买的糕点。在塞车的途中，便也很“随手”的拿了便放进口里。由于塞车，我放进口里咀嚼了两三下，便顺便看看手中的糕点，谁知迷蒙中（因为还有点眼睡）我看到糕点上好像表层有铺了“黄糖”，当下我还心想：哦？这糕点有放黄糖哦？

谁知道我脑袋突然觉得好不安心，我再仔细一看，天啊！那些所谓的黄糖是小得像灰尘般的红色小蚂蚁！

我当场把口里面的糕点吐在纸袋里。我的妈啊！口里还好像留有“天然蛋白质”呢！吃蚂蚁的感觉一点也不好受！

这个可怕的经验让我一整天都身体痒痒地，就连睡觉也睡得不安心，感觉好像睡在蚁床上。呜呜~~

还好，今天仍有心情上班。而且回到公司还看到这么可爱的小叮当月饼，包装盒子也很美。

这种小叮当月饼，可以在Mid Valley的Jusco买到。而我就是通过同事在Astro做工的朋友买的，因为可以获得25%的回扣。
这是同事定的，我看了好想吃！所以也忍不住也买了一盒。心想，我家的乐颖小妹妹一定开心得跳起来。嘻嘻！还有在看着我的部落的老公，你再等多几天吧，多几天就有的吃了！(^_^) 如果可以收多几天都还未发臭的话，我就留点给文瑾小妹妹吧！哈哈！

刚读了朋友的电邮，觉得超好笑的。烦闷的工作天，笑一笑也不错喔！

TNB Online
有天晚上，老婆撒娇的和老公说：老公我的已经迟了一个月了，可能有了呢。老公十分兴奋的说 ：dear，我们还是先别公布，保密下，下星期我们看doctor确定后再说，免得空欢喜一场。这样俩公婆就很开心的睡觉休息去了。

由于他们家上个月没有缴付电费，隔天TNB的员工就上门来追数了！TNB员工说：miss, 你已经迟了一个月了，快点把它settle掉，不然我难做啊！

老婆很惊讶的嘶喊：我迟一个月，TNB都知道？？？！！！！

TNB员工不肖的说：Aiya， miss，现在都IT时代了，我只要online check一下，什么都知道啦，没有秘密的啦！

老婆更失控的呐喊：什么？online都能check到？？！！！

TNB员工看到那女人好像发神经似，害怕下，就说：其实你迟一个月而已，有些人还迟了6个月呢，没事的，你和老公商量下，然后到Kedai TNB settle吧。过后就快快跑掉了！

她老公听了老婆的诉控，si bei 生气，隔天请了假到Kedai TNB去理论。

老公一进到TNB就对着counter大喊：你们脑袋有什么问题？吃饱没事做啊？我老婆迟一个月你们也这么kai po在internet唱啊！！！你们家里老婆难道没有迟过啊？是不是要我出lawyer letter告你们啊？？？！！！！

那个上门追数的TNB员工试着安慰发了疯的老公说：Mister，放轻松，放轻松，要settle其实很容易，只要给钱就是了．

老公更生气：Nia bei，还要lim bei给钱？？？！！！没有，去死吧！！！

TNB员工惟有说：这样的话，我们惟有切掉你的。。。。。

老公瞪眼说：切掉我的？？？我以后用什么啊？？？？？！！！！

TNB员工非常有型的说：Mister，你以后惟有可以用蜡烛而已啦。。。。

Charles & Keith

Last weekend went to Mid Valley for lunch at Oh Sushi, and realised that Charles & Keith has arrived here in Kuala Lumpur. It is Singapore's brand and the founder Charles Wong & Keith Wong began their business from 1990 to 1995, and now it's a global brand that is well-known in Singapore, Australia, Taiwan, Thailan, Dubai, Egypt, India, Bahrain, and Kingdom of Saudi Arabia, Pakistan, Cyprus, West Malaysia and Philippines.

Bought a pair of heels after lunch and like the design so much. Though this kind of design has been introduced in the market for quite a while but I hardly find an ideal design until I spotted this.

This design is selling at RM119.90. The heel design is very nice too!

OMG, the heel I bought was too loose?

Haha! It's actually my little Ler-Vine who volunteered to be my model. (^_^)

For more introduction about Charles & Keith, please click here: http://www.charleskeith.com/

Hair Stuffs

My friends always say that I have a very long, straight and healthy hair. Though I love my long straight hair, but sometimes I do hope that I could have a long wavy hairystyle. Or at least something else that might not so bored when a same hairstyle took place for a long time.

Bought some cute and lovely hair stuffs online. Saw this strawberries hair curler in 'Ladies First' (Taiwan beauty and fashion tv program). All you need to do is to curl and tied your hair with this strawberries curler (also recommend to apply some hairstyling product before get them all set), then leave it overnight, then the next morning wake up with a curly hair look. (But I have not tried yet, so can't show you how would be the result. :P)
Besides, I also bought this hair spray, also called ('Pong Pong' water). This is very popular and it used to volume up your hair and to get you an ideal hair fixed. Pictures below will show how to have a nice hairstyle with this 'Pong Pong' water.

However, I always believe that no matter how your hairstyle looks like, it can never be better with a healthy scalp. Therefore, I also bought this scalp massage thingy. It massages and accelerates blood circulation and also promotes a healthy hair grow. In addition, it is pretty good for a stressful and headache day. In fact, I bought this for him and he likes it so much when I used this to massage for him. (^_^)
Alright, it's Saturday and have a happy weekend everyone! (^_^)